65 days until level 1

10 days until COMSAE 1

All yesterday I had the feeling that the universe is trying to tell me that I am screwing up. Over the weekend I had a couple drinks and then I hurt myself while I was working out. Also, I bombed a question set that I should have done better on if I had done the work I said I was going to do. I would have done significantly better on my PQ set if I had cleaned up the topics I knew I was weak on. I felt like all yesterday I was just the universe telling me that I need to lock down on the work that I know I need to do. This is reminding me of my mantra for the month, that I need to focus on the important over the urgent. More specifically, it is the importance of getting into the work for boards, while at the same time doing my work for classes.

My timed random assessments:

4/20 = 50%
4/21 = 43.2% – this is specifically what I’m referring to when I said the universe is punishing me for not doing the work, I should have been around the 60% if I had studied the topics I have known I needed to study

I need to focus more on the process, and less on the outcome.

I also think it is beneficial to distance yourself from other people in my class during this time. Specifically in regards to the hysteria that other people bring into the fold. I don’t believe exposing myself to that is advantageous to the mindset I need to be successful. This also includes ignoring and avoiding my school’s administration, but that’s all I’ll say about that.